Its been too long......

Wow. I cannot believe that I haven't written since january. There is much to share and not enough time. It's now summer and we have been pretty busy. Our family cabin is being remodeled and right now John is up north helping tile. It's going to be great because we will not only have running water but we will have air conditioning and heat. I'm in shock over this!! I will always remember the day when I didn't have to go to the out house to pee. Ha!! In all seriousness, John and I are truly working on living our lives on purpose. He just finished his Masters Degree. I am so proud of him. He worked hard on it, and now its done. I could defenitely see him getting his doctorate. I hope that he does. He's amazing. He amazes me everyday. I envy how he is always in each moment. I find myself in a worry state of mind so often about the future. It really drains me. I have been practicing deep breathing during these stressful moments. I wonder if I will be able to handle being a mom? I know I will, but I get so stressed about our dogs!! Aaaaaah!! Today I began a journey in my business as apart of living my life on purpose. My dream is to be my own boss full time. I LOVE running my business. I started a 90 da dash to kickoff the new Mary Kay year. I am going to book everyday for the next 90'days. I am going for completing a power start each month for the entire year. I can do it. It's going to be a stretch, but I know I can do it. I'll be back to keep you updated. So stay tuned for more excitement in the regan house!! Besa