Its been too long......

Wow. I cannot believe that I haven't written since january. There is much to share and not enough time. It's now summer and we have been pretty busy. Our family cabin is being remodeled and right now John is up north helping tile. It's going to be great because we will not only have running water but we will have air conditioning and heat. I'm in shock over this!! I will always remember the day when I didn't have to go to the out house to pee. Ha!! In all seriousness, John and I are truly working on living our lives on purpose. He just finished his Masters Degree. I am so proud of him. He worked hard on it, and now its done. I could defenitely see him getting his doctorate. I hope that he does. He's amazing. He amazes me everyday. I envy how he is always in each moment. I find myself in a worry state of mind so often about the future. It really drains me. I have been practicing deep breathing during these stressful moments. I wonder if I will be able to handle being a mom? I know I will, but I get so stressed about our dogs!! Aaaaaah!! Today I began a journey in my business as apart of living my life on purpose. My dream is to be my own boss full time. I LOVE running my business. I started a 90 da dash to kickoff the new Mary Kay year. I am going to book everyday for the next 90'days. I am going for completing a power start each month for the entire year. I can do it. It's going to be a stretch, but I know I can do it. I'll be back to keep you updated. So stay tuned for more excitement in the regan house!! Besa

In Atlanta for leadership....

Ok, so here I sit in Hotlanta. I miss my babe. It's our anniversary on Friday. 5 years! John mentioned last week that if we don't go to big sky on our ski trip, then we should go to Seattle and bum around for a week. I actually like that idea. I am going to add this to our list. This is what the list will read, 'see Pete pikes fish market in seattle.'. Ha!! Watch for updates on this anew idea and adventure. Ill add more when I can... Stay tuned.

Living Courageously continues....

Today I was thinking that this list is becoming a bucket list.  I think it's great.  I see so many people that have lost joy in their lives and they don't act our on their dreams.  I know that sometimes I lose my joy and sight of my dreams, and this list has anchored me into that connection.  I am so proud of us for going this direction with our lives.  I thought of more things that I want to add to Living Courageously.  I hope that you will keep coming back to share in this journey with us, I love sharing it with you. 
Here are some recent events that were fun, exciting, and relaxing - we needed it.  We bought a new bed on New Years Eve.  We had been researching sleep number beds for months, and finally went for it. We decided on a king size bed, actually I decided on the size because John wasn't going to go for a King.  I think he is going to love it more than I will.  Ha!  That night we decided that we would order Pizza Slut and get a couple of Red Box Movies.  I have to say it was a great day/night, other than I was on a hormonal emotional roller coaster, it was pretty fun.  We rented Lincoln Lawyer and The Help.  Both were amazing and I recommend them for a great movie night.  I read The Help in a book club. It is an amazing book full of diversity, humor, and love.  Let me know if you read it and what you thought. John and I needed the quality time.  It enhances our relationship so much more when we get that quiet together time.  I know I need it, and I can see our relationship blossom each time we have that kind of time together.  It is so precious and I want more of that for us.  This is going to bring us closer together than we already are.  I love him, he makes me laugh... 

There is more to come on our journey.  I can't wait to share.

Happy New Year!
Besa (and John(even though he doesnt' write anything))
:-)